Self-Expression Can Make For A Good First Impression...If You've Got It

Okay, I've just realized something (and it's not my almost inability to start any post without the words 'so' or 'okay'). I've realized that I tend to seem incoherent when expressing myself in writing! *Horrified face* I mean, if you go through my posts, you might sometimes feel that you don't exactly understand what I'm saying, or that I'm not expressing it well. Go on. Have a little looksie.

Are you back? Good, because I want to talk about WHY that is. I think--and I'm no psychologist so I can't be sure--that this is because I have so many confused thoughts and feelings in my head and I don't know exactly how to phrase them, or in what order. I mean, I am ALWAYS thinking or worrying or contemplating or imagining or judging or wondering, always always always! So I guess when I come to express something, I don't know where or how to start, what to mention and in what order to mention it. I mean, it's like a roller-coaster, so when I'm trying to express this roller-coaster in something slower, say a car (like talking), it's hard. But when I try to express it in something even slower, like a bicycle (writing), it's much harder. Understand anything?

I don't even know if that's the reason why or not. All I know is that I have difficulty expressing myself some of the time, especially in writing. AND I'm supposed to be a good writer! *Snort* Yeah, NOT! I mean, I don't think I'm a bad one, but I'm not a particularly good one. Or is that how all teenage writers are supposed to be? Maybe, at least according to John Scalzi in this blog post.

I'll just go embrace my incoherency now.