It

It's those times you feel like you don't know where you stand; the times you feel like life's a blank canvas that you can't seem to paint; the times you feel like you're alone with your own thoughts and mind, and even they aren't such good company because they keep repeating the same things over and over monotonously.

It's when you can't seem to smile without feeling like something's off; when you look around and go, "Is this for real?"; when everyone around you seems to know to do but you feel utterly lost.

It's the place you don't ever want to be; the place you distantly remember when you're happy and are constantly trying to forget; the place you wish you could fly away from and never come back.